♥Friday, April 23, 2010
Can't let you go,♥
"I'm sorry."
Just hearing those simple, yet powerful words was enough to make your heart stop. The look in his kind chocolate eyes was so sorrowful, your breath caught in your throat.
"W-What...?" You took a few steps back. He walked towards you hesitantly, arms outstretched but falling again.
"I'm sorry, [Name]," he repeated softly. "You know how dangerous my world is. You saw it for yourself today. What if that was me holding onto your lifeless body? I... I won't be able to carry on if that happens. If you're with me... you might not be able to live much longer."
Even if I wasn't with you, Boy, the chances of me dying are still pretty high.
You opened your mouth to protest, but catching sight of a large white envelope with it's contents clear in your mind, you shut it.
Closing your eyes, you instantly hated yourself for what you were about to say.
"Alright then." You took a deep shaky breath, bitterness coating your every word. "Fine. It's over. We're through. Nice knowing you. Now if that's all you have to say, then please leave."
The fair-haired male took one last step towards you, regret clear on his face, but seeing your pained look, he nodded. This was for the best, for both of you. He would much rather have you alive than dead. It was the only way.
So why did it feel like his insides were being ripped to shreds?
It was only when the door had closed behind him with a resounding click did you sink to your knees, crying until you could cry no more.
DBSK is love @ 4:18 AM